Your life strangely follows mine. It happens to me first and you follow suit. I don't need to understand you, it seems our lives are entwined. What is it, destiny? Distances strengthened our relation. I have grown to value you with your absence. Come rains and I imagine us listening to songs, giggling away and drinking chai. In the theatre the sound of your laughter resonates in my head. How I long for those easy, carefree times that I have spent with you. The only moments...alas...
The must-dos will keep us apart for a little more time. I have gone away from the comforts and coziness of home. I have learnt this wont stay for long, not atleast the way we started it. There will be changes, some brought by us, some brought by circumstances. We have grown-up Aditi. We are no more little innocent girls who can get away with not acting right. We are expected to behave what we have been believing in for this long. Not by the world but by ourselves and the one's who matter. I am not sad or sorry for seeing the life the way I have because You make it beautiful for me. The few moments of chat, your voice which reminds me of things which are are still pleasantly same, our giggles, they re-instate the feeling of life-is-not-so-bad afterall in me. You bring the best out in me. I love you.
PS : The cinema hall where I pull my legs up and wrap my arms around them and sit, everytime I see something funny and laugh, I want to turn around and give you a hi-5, the way I have always done, or mabe share one more giggle. But your not there..and Oh I miss you so much then... and the good times!
The must-dos will keep us apart for a little more time. I have gone away from the comforts and coziness of home. I have learnt this wont stay for long, not atleast the way we started it. There will be changes, some brought by us, some brought by circumstances. We have grown-up Aditi. We are no more little innocent girls who can get away with not acting right. We are expected to behave what we have been believing in for this long. Not by the world but by ourselves and the one's who matter. I am not sad or sorry for seeing the life the way I have because You make it beautiful for me. The few moments of chat, your voice which reminds me of things which are are still pleasantly same, our giggles, they re-instate the feeling of life-is-not-so-bad afterall in me. You bring the best out in me. I love you.
PS : The cinema hall where I pull my legs up and wrap my arms around them and sit, everytime I see something funny and laugh, I want to turn around and give you a hi-5, the way I have always done, or mabe share one more giggle. But your not there..and Oh I miss you so much then... and the good times!
