Conversations with Alter Ego

AE: Where am I? 

Ans: Far from reality. 

AE: Who am I? 

Ans: (a ringing silence)

AE: What roles do you play? 

Ans: Aah many. 

AE: Which one do you like playing the best?

Ans: None

AE: And which one do you like playing the least? 

Ans : Each one of them.

AE: Do you miss something? 

Ans: Yes, so many things.

AE: What all? 

Ans: My old self, my old free-willed, clear headed self, non-condemning self.

AE: How is the new self? 

Ans: There is no new self. Its just someone merely existing.

AE: What’s up with confidence? 

Ans: Oh, confusions replaced it.

AE; What’s up with strong headedness? 

Ans: It's considered a vile.

AE: No, it is your strength; it is what keeps you together, it is what gets you out of situations that are bad.

Ans: Yeah but I am made felt otherwise.

AE: Ok what happened to your career? 

Ans: Oh don’t ask. There isn’t any.

AE: Why have you become so aimless? This isn’t the girl I knew. This is definitely not the girl I once knew. 

Ans: What can I say AE, the real me is lost..some place. Please find her for me. Please..