Somewhere in the last few months I turned into something that until a little while back used to think was part of me. I convinced myself that through some human connections I will be able to connect with my core more deeply. Somewhere I thought, I had found that perfect human connection who was the closest to my own alter ego. But the same bond has made me feel diffident, unloved, insecure, unprotected, ugly and crazy more number of times than it has made me feel wanted, desirable, perfect and beautiful.
Until yesterday, I was ready to let go of my basic nature thinking what I'd become through impositions will also be me, one day. Until yesterday, I was ready to let go everything. But yesterday I realized, no amount of efforts are enough to satisfy anyone who cannot trust their own choices and cannot understand the importance of being courageous in life. Nothing that I would do, will make anyone confident. People who love misery, will stay in it.. however hard you try to pull them out of it.
People will wake up from ignorance only when they choose to. People change only when they choose to stop being adamant. People progress only when they choose to move out of their comfort zone and people can give fully only when they have the courage to accept and acknowledge other people fully.
Until then, no amount of anybody else's wisdom or goodness can help because to embrace even that is a matter of choice.
Haaah... that's life!
1 comment:
… The big heart which you possess is what makes you desirable, pampered, cared, and loved... a beautiful human being indeed.
To change, one requires a lot of willingness, guts, dedication and a reason; moreover it does not guarantee the expected outcome all the time.
I haven’t met many, who are so simple, clear, and straightforward... at this tender age.
You are one little sweetheart… I love you :) a big hug bachhe' !!
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