Conversations keep me wondering. I guess everyone's looking for answers to the question 'What do I want?'. Who are the people who succeed in finding the correct answer to that? How does one stick to decisions? How do people who make commitments, keep them? How do they stay focussed? What drives them to stick to what they promise? Fear can’t be the only factor because it frustrates. What sort of things motivate them? Does everyone have a phase in their life when all they have in the head is questions? I am looking for something to write about but everytime I sit down I forget what to think of! I am not blank but so full of things that my ideas hum in my brain and numb my head. It stops me from materialising thoughts. I delve deep into my own philosophies and forget about writing.